1. |
Hold Your Own
06:04
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Baptized
Hold your own
And pray that the red light running past doesn’t stop at your window
(Red light)
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
It’s been too many winters in this cold town
And this city’s slowly bringing me down
I’ve been sleeping on my own a long time
How’d I get up?
Been lost under the Cape Town sky
Searching for provenance
In a place that I’ll never find
Patiently wandering
I’ve smoothed round the edges
The water doesn’t call me anymore
And it’s been months since I heard from the shore
Baptized
Hold your own
And pray that the red light running past doesn’t stop at your window
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
I’ve spent so long wishing
(I’ve been caught up in your shining light)
I’ve spent so long waiting
(I’ve been left holding onto a time that the tide long capsized)
I’ve spent so long wishing
(I’ve been caught up in your shining light)
I’ve spent so long waiting
(You’ve gotta hold your own
Hold)
Baptized
Hold your own
And pray that the red light running past doesn’t stop at your window
Baptized
Hold your own
And pray that the red light running past doesn’t stop at your window
Baptized
Hold your own
And pray that the red light running past doesn’t stop at your window
(Red light)
I’ve spent so long wishing
I’ve spent so long waiting
It’s been too many winters in this cold town
And this city’s slowly bringing me down
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2. |
You Fell Out Of Dancing
04:00
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You
Fell out of dancing with me
Couldn’t make it to the show
Now the singer sings alone
I know I want it all
(Oooooooh)
What a thundering call
You fell out of dancing with me
You fell out of dancing with me
It’s 3am again
It’s 3am and I’m leaning against the bar
In the dark
Holding onto this chorus because
It’s 3am and I’m about to lose you I know
Keep close
The dark ain’t what it used to be
And the light keeps running from me
It’s 3am again
It’s 3am and I’m leaning against the bar
In the dark
Holding onto this chorus because
It’s 3am and I’m about to lose you I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
It’s 3am again
It’s 3am and I’m leaning against the bar
In the dark
Holding onto this chorus because
It’s 3am and I, I’m about to lose you I know
I know
It’s 3am
It’s 3am and I’m leaning against the bar
In the dark
Holding onto this chorus because
I’m about to lose you
(I’m about to lose you)
I’m about to lose you
(I’m about to lose you)
I’m about to lose you
(I’m about to lose you)
I’m about to lose you
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3. |
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Looking back
To where I was before
Couldn’t have done much more
To keep the wolves from your bedroom door
Outside the light
Moving again
Crying like a bleeding heart
Trying like a false start
Say it and you’ll blow me apart
Here comes the end again she said
Just speak slowly I can’t hear you now
I’m breaking loud
I’m breaking loud
I’m breaking loud
Just keep close please I can’t lose you now
I can see
The shadow side of the day
Two-toned in its brightness
That’s why I prefer the night
This sun will make me a liar
Outside the light
Moving again
Crying like a bleeding heart
Trying like a false start
Say it and you’ll blow me apart
Here comes the end again she said
Just speak slowly I can’t hear you now
(I can’t hear you
I can’t hear you
I can’t hear you now)
I’m breaking loud
I’m breaking loud
I’m breaking loud
Just keep close please I can’t lose you now
Press yourself against the fault lines
Hold me together just one last time
It’s alright
(Can you feel the ground beneath our feet?)
It’s alright
Press yourself against the fault lines
Hold me together just one last time
It’s alright
(Can you feel the ground beneath our feet?)
It’s alright
As long as you
Speak slowly
I promise I’ll
Speak slowly
Cause I can’t lose you like this
After all this time
I’ll tear this city apart
Make it match my broken heart
I’ll tear this city apart
(Apart)
As long as you
Speak slowly
Speak slowly
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4. |
I've Seen All The Ghosts
03:43
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There’s nothing extraordinary about this
I wanted peace
But I got fury
And a thousand other selves I’d hoped to be
But, look at me now
I’ll be crawling in this skin
Till I fit myself again
There’s nothing extraordinary about this
I’ll shine sometime
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
Cut your teeth on the edge of a breaking day
Neon morning
Neon morning
Shining through
And I’m happier than I was before
Oh, I could have sworn it
I’ll shine sometime
If I ever get round to it
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
I’ve seen all the ghosts
And I’ve seen myself among them
(Seen myself among them)
We’ve seen all of you among them
We’ve seen all of you among them
We’ve seen all of you among them
We’ve seen all of you among them
I’ve seen my mother
I’ve seen my sister
I’ve seen my friends
And everyone I’ve ever known
We’re dead
We’re dead
We’re dead
We’re dead
We are the post-
We are those that came after
There are those who came before
And I miss them terribly
We are the ghosts
And there’s nothing extraordinary about this
There were those that came before
And I miss them terribly
I miss my mother
I miss my sister
I miss my friends
And everyone I’ve ever known
We are the post-
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5. |
Projection
03:07
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You can’t touch what I’m selling here
A spectre at a neon pulpit
We’re going to church, kids
Cult shit
The things you forgot to forget are the reason you’re shaking now
Just let it out
I’ll show you how
There’ll be a baptism at the bar
4am
Subaudible
There’s chemistry in your chest telling you what to do again
But, there’s something amiss in the abyss tonight
There’s something amiss in the abyss tonight
There’s something amiss in the abyss tonight
So, line your bones up against my car
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
There’s a sacrifice in this room tonight
I hold my arms out wide to you
Whatever you want
I’ll give it over
Whatever you want
I’ll give it over
‘Cause there’s someone you missed in the abyss tonight
And I know that it’s not me
But, there’s someone I missed in the abyss tonight
So, line your bones up against my car
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
(Line your bones up against my car)
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
(There’s something amiss in the abyss tonight
So, line your bones up against my car)
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
(Line your bones up against my car)
(Whatever you want I’ll give it over)
I’m just a projection
And my whole fucking life is a show
I’m just a projection
I’m just a projection
There’s a sacrifice in this room tonight
I hold my arms out wide to you
Whatever you want
I’ll give it over
Whatever you want
I’ll give it over
There’s a sacrifice in this room tonight
I hold my arms out wide to you
So, line your bones up against my car
Line your bones up against my car
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6. |
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Fall to my death in this conversation
I’m never coming round again
Because I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
Get a real job
Get a god
Get a nice boy to marry you
Oh yeah, I know what you want from me
Watch my friends getting married don’t worry I’ll MC your wedding
And then I’ll sit down again
We can all pretend that these men aren’t trying to kill us
They’re trying to kill us
Pretend that my love looks just like the other ones
Just like the boys and the girls on the TV
That I’m free to kiss in the street
In the rain
In the dark
While the taxi waits for me
My friends they talk to one another
‘Bout how I go from lover to lover
Because we all saw the look of our mothers’
When we told them we’d never be marrying boys
Now we’re waiting for the same look to cross the face of the girls that we hold in the nighttime
And we try but we never connect
We never connect
We never connect
We never connect
We
I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
I know what you want from me
(I know what you want from me)
Watch my friends getting married don’t worry I’ll MC your wedding
And then I’ll sit down again
We can all pretend that these men aren’t trying to kill us
They’re trying to kill us
Pretend that my love looks just like the other one
Just like the other one
Just like the other one
What’s it like to kiss in the street
In the rain
In the dark
While the taxi waits
My friends they talk to one another
‘Bout how I go from lover to lover
Because we all saw the look of our mothers’
When we told them we’d never be marrying boys
We’ll never be marrying boys
We’ll never be marrying boys
We’ll never be marrying boys
But I don’t behave myself
I won’t behave myself
I won’t behave myself
I won’t behave myself
And I won’t hate myself
I won’t hate myself
I won’t hate myself
I won’t hate myself
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7. |
Super Flower Death Scene
03:39
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The sky hangs heavy in blue
I’m thinking of you
And things are changing all the time
I swear I’m fine
I think I’m fine
And, oh my god
It would be easier to die and go to heaven
Than to figure out
When I was seventeen
That it’s all up to me
No help from a heavy blue sky
It’s easier to die and go to heaven
Than to try and make sense of this
We’re swapping papers
In a back room somewhere
Working nights for fifteen years
To pay my way
Out of the fear
That I’ll die with nothing that I wanted
Never seen
Never been
Never known the way it feels to be at peace
I’ll be running my whole life
To a super flower death scene
Oh my god, if only you exist
Then maybe I could
Resist my inclination towards nihilism and depression
When in fact I am happier today than I was when I was seventeen
Never seen
Never been
Never known
Things are changing all the time
Super Flower Death Scene
You feel like a bad dream
They will never stop clapping for me
Just applause on the applause you see
Super Flower Death Scene
Curtain up and I’m down on my knees
You don’t need to remember me
As long as you’re keeping your end of the deal
And call for an encore
I’m just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene
It’s just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene
And one day they’ll think of me
For the last time
One day they’ll speak my name for the last time
And I will cease and desist
Cease to exist
A quick little flash in the big dark
A duller spark than I was ever meant to be
Just a super flower death scene
A super flower death scene
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8. |
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I’m a late arrival
I’m a late arrival
Don’t you leave the light on
I won’t stay long anyway
I’m a false
I’m a false start
I beat my chest to clear my heart
Maybe this city is a brand new start
I beat my chest to clear my heart
I came back
And not much changed
Same old fear of being alone in this bed
(Alone in this)
No matter how many bodies
I wrap around me in these sheets
And I’m a false start
A false start
A false start
I beat my chest
I beat my chest to clear my heart
I beat my chest to clear my heart
To clear my heart
I’m a late arrival
I’m a late arrival
Don’t you leave the light on
I won’t stay long anyway
I’m a false
I’m a false start
I beat my chest to clear my heart
Maybe this city is a brand new start
I beat my chest to clear my heart
I came back
And not much changed
Same old fear of being alone in this bed
(Alone in this bed)
No matter how many bodies in these sheets
And I’m a false start
A false start
A false start
I beat my chest
I beat my chest to clear my heart
I beat my chest to clear my heart
To clear my heart
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9. |
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Put my death to a disco beat
If you don’t mind
I’ll come right sometime I swear
I was king of the midnight children
But I don’t know what happened to me
Put my death to a disco beat
If you don’t mind
I just need
Quiet
I just need
Space
I’ve heard it’s
Really quiet
High up in space
Up there I could
Be as small
As I
Usually feel
Up there you’d still
Tower over me
You’d still
Tower over me
And I’ve been trying, trying, trying
But I can’t seem to get it straight in my mind
Well that’s not really that surprising
‘Cause I’m not fucking straight am I
Quiet
I just need
Space
I’ve heard it’s
Really quiet
High up in space
Up there I could
Be as small
As I usually feel
Up there you’d still
Tower over me
You’d still
Tower over me
Go inside
Come out with a different answer
I’m not much of a romancer
But I know how to have a good time
No, I’m not a very good dancer
But I know how to have a good time sometimes
Put my death to a disco beat
Put my death to a disco beat
I know I’m not a very good dancer
But I know how to have a good time sometimes
Put my death to a disco beat
Put my death to a disco beat
I know I’m not a very good dancer
But I know how to have a good time
I know how to have a good time
I know how to have a good time
(Put my death to a disco beat)
I just need
Quiet
I just need
Space
I’ve heard it’s
Really quiet
High up in space
Up there I could
Be as small
As I
Usually feel
Up there you’d still
Tower over me
You’d still
Tower over me
Of course you will
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10. |
Painkiller
03:25
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Painkillers in my blood
Slowing me down
Slowing me down
So I don’t rush into love
Into the dark, loud place in the back of my mind
Where the pain thumps up against the bassline
Painkillers in my blood
Slowing me down
Slowing me down
So I don’t rush into love
Into the bright, quiet place where I’ve never alone
Where my pain thumps up against your hip bones
Oh, you don’t owe me anything
I’m just a
Painkiller
Painkiller
No, you don’t know the things I’ve done
I’m just a
Painkiller
Painkiller
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
Painkillers in my blood
Slowing me down
Slowing me down
So I can rush into love
Into the bright, quiet place where I’ve never alone
Where my pain thumps up against your hip bones
Oh, you don’t owe me anything
I’m just a
Painkiller
Painkiller
And, no, you don’t know the things I’ve done
I’m just a
Painkiller
Painkiller
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
I’m just a painkiller in your bed
Oh, you don’t owe me anything
No, you don’t know the things I’ve done
Oh, you don’t owe me anything
No, you don’t know the things I’ve done
The things I’ve done
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11. |
We Burn Slow
03:43
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Close
Again
I feel lost here
Waiting for the time
To pretend
What foresight
It takes to imagine all the fears
I’m close
Again
But I feel that I’ve waited all my life
Till the end
Waiting
Waiting
We burn slow
No music on the radio
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
To see what has become of me
I’m stuck here
On the same frequency
We’re phasing
And the noise keeps coming through
I feel I’ve waited all my life
Keep waiting
Keep waiting
We burn slow
No music on the radio
(No music on the radio)
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
(Why won’t you open up your eyes)
To see what has become of me
We burn slow
We burn slowly
(My whole life I’ve been burning slowly)
We burn slow
(No music on the radio)
We burn slowly
(My whole life I’ve been burning)
We burn slow
No music on the radio
(No music on the radio)
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
(Why won’t you open up your eyes)
We burn slow
No music on the radio
(No music on the, no music on the radio)
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
(Why won’t you open up your eyes)
We burn slow
No music on the radio
(No music on the radio, the radio)
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
(Why won’t you open up your eyes)
We burn slow
No music on the radio
(No music on the radio, the radio)
It’s been years
Why won’t you open up your eyes
(Why won’t you open up your eyes)
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12. |
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You got the fight in the your fists now
Baby, it’s time
You got that solid gold alibi
And riot eyes
You’re moving forward
Always forward
But, you’re back in time
You’re always coming and gone
Leaving your lovers with a retina burn
Something they earned
Just by looking at you
You pull the long thread
Stringing them on
But, you’re gone just like the last time
The last time you were held for real
You burned your skin like a demon in a church
And you’re holy in the neon light
You’re wanted by the lonely, lonely, holy ones
Watching at the windows in the dark
With their neon hearts
Summoning their confidence and seances in the dark
So they can try and find the writers of their epitaph
What a eulogy this would be
When the gods are you
And the gods are me
Me
Me
Me
There is no morning it’s just one long night
(With the lights up high)
There is no morning it’s just one long night
And I hope the red lights don’t stop at your window
I hope the red lights don’t stop at your house
This house
This place you call home
Is all you have
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
Maybe we’ll sleep tonight
You’re wanted by the lonely, lonely, holy ones
Watching at the windows in the dark
With their neon hearts
With their neon hearts
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